It cant be happening...

She looked over and saw her dad walk in. She shut her eyes closed tightly and pretended to be sleep. She was so scared she tried to control her shakes but she couldnt.. She thought if she just pretended to stay asleep he would leave..

"Onika" He whispered...
"Onika, wake up for your daddy, I need to talk to you" He begged.

She didnt budge. She couldnt see him so she didnt know she needed to shield her face. He took his beer bottle and hit her in the face with it. Before she could scream he covered her face with his big hands.
She screamed and cried but they were muffled.

"Shut the fuck up, you werent even sleeping. When I call your name I told you, you will answer me."
He scowled at her.

His mood lightened slightly and he took his hand off her mouth.. He started playing in her hair and pulling the covers down.

"Daddy please no." She begged.
"I'll do anything but this.. Please please Dad I dont want to." She was now crying.

She had never felt like this before. She thought at any minute she would pass out from being so scared. She wasnt even shaking anymore. She was frozen. She felt paralized.

"Please Onika.. Dont feel bad and dont be scared. I am just doing this to show you that I am sorry. This will be good you just have to relax." He tried.

He started to lift up her shirt and saw that she only had on a thong.

"Oh so you were ready for me?" He laughed..

Nicki didnt think this was funny AT ALL. Her sobs were almost uncontrolable. When he lifted her shirt he unsnapped the front of her bra.

"Damn Onika you are only 17.. When did you grow up?"

He started feeling on her breasts. She couldnt really see his hands because her shirt was pulled up to her neck. He got on top of her and was straddling her. He pulled out his manhood and stroked it. He put it on her stomach. When she felt this she swallowed hard. She almost threw up.

"Daddy please no please." She begged thru her sobs.

He looked down and pulled off her thong. He stuck his finger inside of her and she jumped.

"DAD omg NO I sm a virgin." "Please dont do this. Please daddy.." She grabbed his hand.

He slapped her in her face and told her to shut up. She got quiet. She thought to herself the quicker I can get this over with the quicker I can get out of this house. He was still slipping his finger in and out of her while she jumped and fidgited. He took his finger out and rubbed his manhood.

"You ready baby? I'll be gentle." He spoke.

He tried to slide it in but it wouldnt go. In her mind she wanted to scream. She didnt know how much more she could take. He tried again to go in but it wasnt happening. She could see him starting to get angry so she closed her eyes tight and put her hands over her mouth. She was still crying but silently. She knew what was about to happen so she mentally prepared herself.

He got on his knees and moved up higher on her and got closer to her. He grabbed his manhood and forced it into her so hard and fast. Nicki could literally feel her skin tearing. She screamed but her dad slammed the pillow on her face.

"You WILL be quiet or I will keep this pillow over yout face until u stop breathing, do you understand me?" He said in a loud voice.

She shook her head yes. 

He removed the pillow but put a hand over her mouth. He started sliding in and out of her slowly.
She was so ready for this to be over with so she tightened her self as much as she could. She blocked out everything and felt numb until eventually she felt something happen. She didnt know what it was but a second after that her dad got up and pulled up his pants and left without saying a word..

She got up out of her bed in super speed and ran to the bathroom. She flicked on the light and saw her face. Her face was all red and swollen, her lip was bleeding. Her private hurt so bad and blood was dripping down her leg. She ran some warm bathwater and waited for it to fill to the top. She put some epsome salt in there and grabbed her phone.. She texted Safaree to see if he was up.

*BUZZ BUZZ*

Safaree rolled over and grabbed his phone.

My Love: Hey baby are you up?
Baby: Yes baby I am always up for you.. *Pauz* lol

She wanted to laugh because it was SB but she didnt. She was too in shock.

My Love: Oh.. I think I want to leave tonight...
Baby: WHY what the fuck did he do? I will come over there and beat his fucking ass right now.

Safaree felt like because she was his girl now he had to protect her. He had never loved anyone before except his mom and sisters.

My Love: Nothing baby dont worry. I just want to come. I made up my mind.
Baby: Of course Nicki. I am on my way.
My Love: No give me about 30 mins, I am in the bath and I have to pack up my stuff.
Baby: I'll wait till you get out of the tub.. This might be weird but umm I already bought you a whole closet full of new outfits already and I got u 10 pairs of heels and 10 pair of sneakers.
My Love: Omg... I love you so much baby. Come get me.
Baby: On my way. Love you and dont get caught.

Nicki got out of the tub and when she stood up she noticed blood dripping down her leg again. She grabbed a panty liner out of the drawer and put it on. She put on her pajama pants and shirt and packed all her underwear and bra's cuz she knew SB was a boy and would probably forget.

She went out the back door quietly and hopped the side gate. She stood in the front yard and Safaree pulled up. She ran to the car. When she got in she grabbed his face and kissed him so hard.

"Oh my god Safaree I missed you so much!" She said.

"Me too. Whats in the bag? Safaree asked

"Oh just my bra's and panties." She chuckled

"Why'd you bring them? I told you I bought everything new?" Safaree said confused.

"So you got me panties and bra's too?!" She was surprised.

"Yep and all the personally stuff that girls use. Tampons. toothbrush, deoderant, perfume, bubblebath... I couldnt have you moving in with me and have it not feel like your own home." He said being caring.

"I love you so much cuz you really undertstand me Safaree." She smiled.

They pulled up to the house and Nicki swallowed hard..

"Um Safaree I want to tell you something..." She said nervously.

Safaree looked over because he heard the fear in her voice. He grabbed her hand as he saw tears rolling down her face.

"What is it baby, tell me. You can tell me anything,"

"You have to promise not to get mad.. Please. Put it on your life."

"Nicki I promise. I just want to know what happened. I could never be mad at you. I love you too much and I finally have you."

"Well the reason I wanted to come here and be with you is because........"



OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What do yall think? I am tearing up just writing this chapter. I feel like my imagination is too vivid lol Tell me what you want to see in the next chapter. Put this story on your timelines! 10 comments! Lets get it!!!!!!

xoxoxo Christine :)