Friday, May 18, 2012
OMG!!!!!!
Im sorry I havent posted you guys!!! I've been soooooo busy w/the end of school and tests. Please forgive me!!!! Tell me in the comments below what you want to see in this story next!!!! Love you guys! :) Thank you so much for the support you guys!
Saturday, April 28, 2012
Brighter futures :)
Nicki had just released her first album Pink Friday and had started her tour. She had already did the UK and she was in the US. Today would be her first day in California. She had 3 shows here. Then she moved on to other states.
"Nicki get up its time to prep for your show." SB yelled from the front of the bus.
"You could say it a little nicer SB and why? Its 8 am." She asked confused.
"Because you have interviews first and your M&G starts at 2 for this show and concert starts at 5 remember?"
"Oh. Yeah. Whatever." She scowled.
Her and SB had broken up right before tour. Things got stressful for Nicki and she took it out on him. She knew it was her fault so she treated him like shit. She wanted him back because she loved him but she never wanted to take the blame for her mistakes. She said they would be business only from now on and she never let him question it.
This killed Safaree. He loved her with everything. He wanted her back. He had told his self he wouldnt give up until he got her back.
After the show.
"Wow that was amazing you guys! Team Minaj always gives me life."
@NICKIMINAJ: Greatest show so far!!!
@NICKIMINAJ Dont get smart! *unfollows* RT @itsmarthabitch Umm its only ur first show in the US @NICKIMINAJ
@NICKIMINAJ Awe *Kisses you* Maybe next time? xoxo RT @PinkMunyBarbie My mom wouldnt let me go :( @NICKIMINAJ
She continued reading her TL When somone knocked on her door.
"Come in" She said cheerfully.
It made SB happy to know she was in a good mood.
"Hey are you busy?"
"No why whats up?"
"Oh, well its nothing really business related but I need to talk to you."
"Safaree not now. I just finished a show and ..."
"Nicki please, please listen to me.. I have been begging you to listen to me for a long time and you wont even give me the time of day. Just give me 10 minutes please."
"SB let me go take a shower and when I get out you can talk"
He walked out of the room defeated again. He knew as soon as she got out of the shower she would have another excuse. He remembered when she was a teenager she used to always tell her friends that when she was embarrassed or didnt want to talk about something in person she found it easier to write it... He thought about this and thought maybe it would be a better idea to just text her.
Safaree: Hey Nicki
Nicki: Um why are you texting me?
Safaree: I figured since you didnt want to talk in person, maybe it will be easier to just text..
Nicki: Safaree... I dont want to hurt your feelings because I love you, but I dont want to talk about anything.
Safaree: So you still love me?
Nicki: I'll never stop loving you, you know that.
Safaree: Can I come in your room?
Nicki: Goodnight Safaree.
Safaree: Goodnight Nicki. I love you.
Nicki: Love u2
Again he felt defeated but he wasnt going to give up. He had been fighting for a long time trying to get her back and he wasnt going to give up now. Tomorrow was a new day and he would just see what happens..
**Ok so how do you guys like whats going on? I made it pretty short because I've been pretty busy. I got an email from someone who made it pretty evident that she didnt like my story and she pointed out multiple flaws in the story line. She said she's not the only one to notice so I would like to apologize for the problems in my story. I would also like to say if you only have negative things to say to me and you hate my writing, feel free to close it out and unfollow :) For the people who are still reading, should I continue? 15+ comments.**
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"Nicki get up its time to prep for your show." SB yelled from the front of the bus.
"You could say it a little nicer SB and why? Its 8 am." She asked confused.
"Because you have interviews first and your M&G starts at 2 for this show and concert starts at 5 remember?"
"Oh. Yeah. Whatever." She scowled.
Her and SB had broken up right before tour. Things got stressful for Nicki and she took it out on him. She knew it was her fault so she treated him like shit. She wanted him back because she loved him but she never wanted to take the blame for her mistakes. She said they would be business only from now on and she never let him question it.
This killed Safaree. He loved her with everything. He wanted her back. He had told his self he wouldnt give up until he got her back.
After the show.
"Wow that was amazing you guys! Team Minaj always gives me life."
@NICKIMINAJ: Greatest show so far!!!
@NICKIMINAJ Dont get smart! *unfollows* RT @itsmarthabitch Umm its only ur first show in the US @NICKIMINAJ
@NICKIMINAJ Awe *Kisses you* Maybe next time? xoxo RT @PinkMunyBarbie My mom wouldnt let me go :( @NICKIMINAJ
She continued reading her TL When somone knocked on her door.
"Come in" She said cheerfully.
It made SB happy to know she was in a good mood.
"Hey are you busy?"
"No why whats up?"
"Oh, well its nothing really business related but I need to talk to you."
"Safaree not now. I just finished a show and ..."
"Nicki please, please listen to me.. I have been begging you to listen to me for a long time and you wont even give me the time of day. Just give me 10 minutes please."
"SB let me go take a shower and when I get out you can talk"
He walked out of the room defeated again. He knew as soon as she got out of the shower she would have another excuse. He remembered when she was a teenager she used to always tell her friends that when she was embarrassed or didnt want to talk about something in person she found it easier to write it... He thought about this and thought maybe it would be a better idea to just text her.
Safaree: Hey Nicki
Nicki: Um why are you texting me?
Safaree: I figured since you didnt want to talk in person, maybe it will be easier to just text..
Nicki: Safaree... I dont want to hurt your feelings because I love you, but I dont want to talk about anything.
Safaree: So you still love me?
Nicki: I'll never stop loving you, you know that.
Safaree: Can I come in your room?
Nicki: Goodnight Safaree.
Safaree: Goodnight Nicki. I love you.
Nicki: Love u2
Again he felt defeated but he wasnt going to give up. He had been fighting for a long time trying to get her back and he wasnt going to give up now. Tomorrow was a new day and he would just see what happens..
**Ok so how do you guys like whats going on? I made it pretty short because I've been pretty busy. I got an email from someone who made it pretty evident that she didnt like my story and she pointed out multiple flaws in the story line. She said she's not the only one to notice so I would like to apologize for the problems in my story. I would also like to say if you only have negative things to say to me and you hate my writing, feel free to close it out and unfollow :) For the people who are still reading, should I continue? 15+ comments.**
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Friday, April 20, 2012
HOSPITAL
On the way to the hospital Nicki tried numerous times to reach her dad. His phone kept going to voicemail.
"Fuck!" She said out loud.
"Nicki just stop." Safaree said firmly as he snatched her phone away.
Nicki pulled up to the hospital and got out of the car and ran. She didnt wait on SB but he got out and caught up with her.
"Ima kill that nigga when I see him." SB said under his breath but loud enough for Nicki to hear.
She gave him a dirty look but kept walking fast.
"Hi I am Onika Maraj, I am looking for my 1 week old son who was transported here through the ambulance."
"Ok Ma'am whats his name?"
"Nicholas Samuels."
"Oh." The lady said with a frown.
"What the fuck you mean OH? Where's my son??!"
"Right this way."
The lady took Nicki to a private room where she saw her son. He was hooked up to like 100 machines and she saw that his eyes were covered.
She started to sob and almost fell to her knees but Safaree caught her.
"Baby no... Baby stop it'll be ok. Dont get yourself all worked up, lets just wait for the doctor." Safaree said swallowing back his tears.
"NO MY SON IS GOING TO DIE AND YOU ARE OK WITH IT? FUCK YOU SAFAREE."
"No Nicki, please stop. Thats not how I feel. Please calm down..."
Just then the doctor walked in.
"Hi Ma'am and Sir. You must be the mother and father. I am doctor Torianne and I have a few things to tell you, but first I have some questions."
"I'll answer them." Safaree spoke up.
"Ok, sir, who was the baby with during the past 2-3 hours?"
"He was with his biological father Robert Maraj."
"Now do you trust this gentleman? Has he been known to hurt children?"
"He's never hurt a baby.. Listen, I dont really care about this shit, can you please just tell us whats going on with our son.." Safaree said anxiously.
"Ok yes. I am sorry. Ok well it appears that your son has SBS.. Otherwise known as shaken baby syndrome. The person your son was in care with must have shaken him. His brain has a lot of swelling and fluid around it. His eardrums are ruptured. He is blind in both eyes, and he is practically paralyzed. I am so sorry."
Nicki sobbed. The room was silent except for her sobs. Safaree looked at her but didnt know what to do. He grabbed her and sobbed with her. He was so hurt.
"Legally we cannot keep your son on life support because he is brain dead and because he is one week old. The authorities have told me to allow you to go ahead and say goodbye to your son. I'll leave you two alone."
Nicki continued to sob her eyes out. Safaree got up and made her stand up.
"Nicki come on, we have to say goodbye."
"No. I cant. I wont. He isnt going to die."
"NICKI GET UP RIGHT NOW AND COME TO GRIPS WITH REALITY!" He hated yelling at her but she just wasnt understanding.
She got up and went over to her son. She rubbed his face and inbetween sobs she talked to her baby.
"Nicholas, I am sorry. I never should've left u with that bad man. He hurt you so bad and now I cant take it back. You know I loved you with all my heart and I will always carry a piece of you with me every day. I am going to talk to you every day too. God will tell you what I am saying. Trust me, you'll love it in Heaven. Its way better than being in earth. But please dont forget how much your mommy loves you ok? I am going to have them take you off life support tonight so you dont have to be in pain too much longer ok? I promise it'll all be over soon. Mommy wont be here when the doctors take all the cords off of you because they're making me leave. But be strong ok? Dont be scared. The doctors wont hurt you. They will help you. Mommy loves you so much baby. Daddy wants to talk to you now."
She kissed his forehead and walked away crying. She listened to what Safaree was saying.
"Hey baby boy. I know you are in a lot of pain, but trust me, you wont be soon. You're gonna go to Heaven and see Jesus. That is a man who loves you very much and he wants you to come live with him. When you get there you will be able to watch me and your mommy every day from there. I am going to miss you so much. I didnt ever see myself having a baby. But you, you've changed my mind. I loved waking up early and giving you a bottle and bathing you. I loved caring for you. I wanted you to be just like me. The outfit you're wearing now, I bought that the day your mommy told me she was habing a baby boy. I was nervous but so excited. The day you came home was the best day of my life. Today is the day you are leaving me and it is the worst day of my life. With God's help I can get through it though. I love you so much. Mommy and I have to leave now. But we will talk to you every day I promise."
He kissed his little hand and went over to Nicki and wiped her tears.
"Baby it'll be okay. We just gotta get through this. I love you."
After kissing Nicholas one last time, they walked out the hospital doors.
At 2 am they got the call that their son had got his angel wings and went to Heaven.
Nicki and Safaree layed in the bed for what seemed like days and cried.
They didnt eat, they didnt charge their phones, they didnt take showers, nothing. But Safaree wasnt about to let Nicki do this. Reguardless of how he felt and how sad he was, he wouldnt let Nicki waste her life.
"Fuck!" She said out loud.
"Nicki just stop." Safaree said firmly as he snatched her phone away.
Nicki pulled up to the hospital and got out of the car and ran. She didnt wait on SB but he got out and caught up with her.
"Ima kill that nigga when I see him." SB said under his breath but loud enough for Nicki to hear.
She gave him a dirty look but kept walking fast.
"Hi I am Onika Maraj, I am looking for my 1 week old son who was transported here through the ambulance."
"Ok Ma'am whats his name?"
"Nicholas Samuels."
"Oh." The lady said with a frown.
"What the fuck you mean OH? Where's my son??!"
"Right this way."
The lady took Nicki to a private room where she saw her son. He was hooked up to like 100 machines and she saw that his eyes were covered.
She started to sob and almost fell to her knees but Safaree caught her.
"Baby no... Baby stop it'll be ok. Dont get yourself all worked up, lets just wait for the doctor." Safaree said swallowing back his tears.
"NO MY SON IS GOING TO DIE AND YOU ARE OK WITH IT? FUCK YOU SAFAREE."
"No Nicki, please stop. Thats not how I feel. Please calm down..."
Just then the doctor walked in.
"Hi Ma'am and Sir. You must be the mother and father. I am doctor Torianne and I have a few things to tell you, but first I have some questions."
"I'll answer them." Safaree spoke up.
"Ok, sir, who was the baby with during the past 2-3 hours?"
"He was with his biological father Robert Maraj."
"Now do you trust this gentleman? Has he been known to hurt children?"
"He's never hurt a baby.. Listen, I dont really care about this shit, can you please just tell us whats going on with our son.." Safaree said anxiously.
"Ok yes. I am sorry. Ok well it appears that your son has SBS.. Otherwise known as shaken baby syndrome. The person your son was in care with must have shaken him. His brain has a lot of swelling and fluid around it. His eardrums are ruptured. He is blind in both eyes, and he is practically paralyzed. I am so sorry."
Nicki sobbed. The room was silent except for her sobs. Safaree looked at her but didnt know what to do. He grabbed her and sobbed with her. He was so hurt.
"Legally we cannot keep your son on life support because he is brain dead and because he is one week old. The authorities have told me to allow you to go ahead and say goodbye to your son. I'll leave you two alone."
Nicki continued to sob her eyes out. Safaree got up and made her stand up.
"Nicki come on, we have to say goodbye."
"No. I cant. I wont. He isnt going to die."
"NICKI GET UP RIGHT NOW AND COME TO GRIPS WITH REALITY!" He hated yelling at her but she just wasnt understanding.
She got up and went over to her son. She rubbed his face and inbetween sobs she talked to her baby.
"Nicholas, I am sorry. I never should've left u with that bad man. He hurt you so bad and now I cant take it back. You know I loved you with all my heart and I will always carry a piece of you with me every day. I am going to talk to you every day too. God will tell you what I am saying. Trust me, you'll love it in Heaven. Its way better than being in earth. But please dont forget how much your mommy loves you ok? I am going to have them take you off life support tonight so you dont have to be in pain too much longer ok? I promise it'll all be over soon. Mommy wont be here when the doctors take all the cords off of you because they're making me leave. But be strong ok? Dont be scared. The doctors wont hurt you. They will help you. Mommy loves you so much baby. Daddy wants to talk to you now."
She kissed his forehead and walked away crying. She listened to what Safaree was saying.
"Hey baby boy. I know you are in a lot of pain, but trust me, you wont be soon. You're gonna go to Heaven and see Jesus. That is a man who loves you very much and he wants you to come live with him. When you get there you will be able to watch me and your mommy every day from there. I am going to miss you so much. I didnt ever see myself having a baby. But you, you've changed my mind. I loved waking up early and giving you a bottle and bathing you. I loved caring for you. I wanted you to be just like me. The outfit you're wearing now, I bought that the day your mommy told me she was habing a baby boy. I was nervous but so excited. The day you came home was the best day of my life. Today is the day you are leaving me and it is the worst day of my life. With God's help I can get through it though. I love you so much. Mommy and I have to leave now. But we will talk to you every day I promise."
He kissed his little hand and went over to Nicki and wiped her tears.
"Baby it'll be okay. We just gotta get through this. I love you."
After kissing Nicholas one last time, they walked out the hospital doors.
At 2 am they got the call that their son had got his angel wings and went to Heaven.
Nicki and Safaree layed in the bed for what seemed like days and cried.
They didnt eat, they didnt charge their phones, they didnt take showers, nothing. But Safaree wasnt about to let Nicki do this. Reguardless of how he felt and how sad he was, he wouldnt let Nicki waste her life.
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Anonymous Note
Nicki pulled up to her dad's house and ran out the car. She didnt even knock, she just walked in. She picked up Nick and he immediately stopped crying.
"Hey mama's boy, whats wrong? I'm here now stop all that sniffling" She said as she held him close.
"What happened Daddy?" She asked a bit concerned
"Nothing, he just wouldnt stop crying." He said.
"Oh, Ok. We can try again at the end of the week. Its fine. But its pretty late, I need to get back home and take care of him. He's cold and probably hungry. Thanks for watching him."
After that she left and buckled Nick into his carseat. She drove home and got there in 10 mins. When she got out she noticed the time.
"Hmm he's always hungry during this time. I wonder why he's not crying." She didnt think much about it after that.
As soon as she got in she made him a bottle. Sure enough he was hungry. Nicki wondered why he didnt cry but she thought probably because he had already cried all night so he was tired of crying. After she fed him she got in the bed, wrapped him up and got comfortable. She had all his formula's and diapers next to her so she wouldnt have to go far.
NEXT MORNING
Today Safaree was going back to work and Nicki had to stay home alone and take care of Nick. She wasnt scared. She just liked Safaree being around. When she got up Safaree was already gone. She picked up Nick and took him into the living room.
"Hey big boy!" He opened his eyes and looked at her, She thought he was smiling but he was too young so she didnt pay it any mind.
She undressed him to give him a bath. When she put him in the water, he cried. This was normal because babies dont really like baths, but his cry sounded different. Nicki didnt know why.
She was washing under his neck where the milk usually drips and then moved to his arms. She noticed the left side of his body was a blueish color as if it was bruised.
"Hmm.." She thought.
"The doctor said it was normal for babies to have bruising since he was squeezed coming out." She said out loud.
She put his clothes on and continued with her day.
BUZZ BUZZ
Baby: He baby how are you and Nick holding up while im gone? lol
My Love: Boy please! We are just fine! haha
Baby: Oh, I guess I wont come home early then.
My Love: No Pleeeeeaseee Come home! We miss u!!!
Baby: I only get to come home 2 hours early, but I'll be there!
My Love: Ok, make that money! Love you <3
Baby: Love you too. Kiss My Son for me. <3 Ttyl
"Aww Daddy loves you Nicholas." She said showing him the text as if he could read.
"You know you have another doctors appointment Friday right Nick? You cant be all grouchy and crying though. You have to be a good boy for the doctor, ok?"
*RING RING*
"Hello"
"Hey baby its your daddy"
"Hey Daddy whats up?"
"Nothing, your mothers trip got extended until Saturday, so I was wondering if I could try to watch Nicholas again Thursday and Friday."
"Sure you can. Friday morning I have to pick him up tho because he has a doctors appt."
"Ok thats fine. Thank you for letting me see my son."
"No problem."
She hung up.
She trusted him a little more because when he couldnt handle Nick he called her right away. (Well thats what she thought) She was looking foward to being alone with Safaree and letting her dad see his son. She didnt want to hold a grudge forever. Plus she knew if her Dad had a good relationship with Nick, he could keep him while she did shows and recorded her music.
THURSDAY NIGHT
Safaree was at work but got off at 10pm. It was 9pm now and she was taking Nick to her dad's.
"Ok Dad.. Same scenario as last time.. No bath, feed every 2 hours, call if you need anything."
"I got it Nicki. It'll be better this time."
With that she left. She went home and waited on Safaree.
ROBERTS HOUSE
Robert picked up Nicholas and held him.
"Are you gonna be nice for daddy this time?" He asked.
"I really do love you but all that crying gets to me."
As soon as he said that with aggression in his voice Nick started to cry.
"No no dont cry!!!!" he said eagerly.
He made Nick a bottle and got a diaper ready. He did everything Nicki asked him to do but Nick was still crying.
"I dont FUCKIN KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH YOU." He screamed shaking Nick again.
"WHY THE FUCK DONT YOU LOVE ME LIKE YOU LOVE NICKI? YOU ARE MINE TOO!" He shouted.
He continued to Shake the 1 week old not knowing the damage he was doing. After like 2 minutes of him shouting and shaking, Nick stopped crying.
"Yeah thats my boy.. Just calm down." He said.
Then he realized Nick wasnt breathing and he called 911. After he called 911 he put Nick in his carseat, put him by the door and drove off.
The ambulance arrived and found the baby. They immediately started to do heart pumps and CPR.
They had revived baby Nick but there wasnt much left. He wasnt moving or crying.
They grabbed the note off the couch. It said:
"The mother does not live at this residence. I am so sorry. Her # is ____________________.
Her address is _____________. The babies name is Nicholas Lloyd Samuels. Please contact his mother Onika Maraj."
The EMT called.
"Hello?"
"Hi is this Ms.Maraj?"
"Yes, this is her. I am sorry this isnt my booking number I will call you back tomo..."
"No Ma'am this is the New York Fire and Rescue Unit. We have your son Nicholas. Something has happened and whoever was watching him has fled the scene."
"WHAT? WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?" She shouted as she started to sob.
"Ma'am your son is in very bad condition. Please just come to queens hospital right now."
She hung up.
"Safaree WAKE THE FUCK UP! MY DAD HAS DONE SOMETHING TO NICHOLAS!!!" She screamed.
"What the fuck u mean?!?!" He asked wiping his eyes.
"I dont know but come on we have to go to the hospital now."
On the way to the hospital Nicki sobbed her eyes out. She couldnt even imagine what could be going on. She was so scared and hurt and she just wanted to find out what was goin on with her son. She didnt think she could handle losing him this way.
.................................I dont know what to say....................................
You guys tell me what you want? What do u expect will happen? Hmmmm... Suggestions?
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"Hey mama's boy, whats wrong? I'm here now stop all that sniffling" She said as she held him close.
"What happened Daddy?" She asked a bit concerned
"Nothing, he just wouldnt stop crying." He said.
"Oh, Ok. We can try again at the end of the week. Its fine. But its pretty late, I need to get back home and take care of him. He's cold and probably hungry. Thanks for watching him."
After that she left and buckled Nick into his carseat. She drove home and got there in 10 mins. When she got out she noticed the time.
"Hmm he's always hungry during this time. I wonder why he's not crying." She didnt think much about it after that.
As soon as she got in she made him a bottle. Sure enough he was hungry. Nicki wondered why he didnt cry but she thought probably because he had already cried all night so he was tired of crying. After she fed him she got in the bed, wrapped him up and got comfortable. She had all his formula's and diapers next to her so she wouldnt have to go far.
NEXT MORNING
Today Safaree was going back to work and Nicki had to stay home alone and take care of Nick. She wasnt scared. She just liked Safaree being around. When she got up Safaree was already gone. She picked up Nick and took him into the living room.
"Hey big boy!" He opened his eyes and looked at her, She thought he was smiling but he was too young so she didnt pay it any mind.
She undressed him to give him a bath. When she put him in the water, he cried. This was normal because babies dont really like baths, but his cry sounded different. Nicki didnt know why.
She was washing under his neck where the milk usually drips and then moved to his arms. She noticed the left side of his body was a blueish color as if it was bruised.
"Hmm.." She thought.
"The doctor said it was normal for babies to have bruising since he was squeezed coming out." She said out loud.
She put his clothes on and continued with her day.
BUZZ BUZZ
Baby: He baby how are you and Nick holding up while im gone? lol
My Love: Boy please! We are just fine! haha
Baby: Oh, I guess I wont come home early then.
My Love: No Pleeeeeaseee Come home! We miss u!!!
Baby: I only get to come home 2 hours early, but I'll be there!
My Love: Ok, make that money! Love you <3
Baby: Love you too. Kiss My Son for me. <3 Ttyl
"Aww Daddy loves you Nicholas." She said showing him the text as if he could read.
"You know you have another doctors appointment Friday right Nick? You cant be all grouchy and crying though. You have to be a good boy for the doctor, ok?"
*RING RING*
"Hello"
"Hey baby its your daddy"
"Hey Daddy whats up?"
"Nothing, your mothers trip got extended until Saturday, so I was wondering if I could try to watch Nicholas again Thursday and Friday."
"Sure you can. Friday morning I have to pick him up tho because he has a doctors appt."
"Ok thats fine. Thank you for letting me see my son."
"No problem."
She hung up.
She trusted him a little more because when he couldnt handle Nick he called her right away. (Well thats what she thought) She was looking foward to being alone with Safaree and letting her dad see his son. She didnt want to hold a grudge forever. Plus she knew if her Dad had a good relationship with Nick, he could keep him while she did shows and recorded her music.
THURSDAY NIGHT
Safaree was at work but got off at 10pm. It was 9pm now and she was taking Nick to her dad's.
"Ok Dad.. Same scenario as last time.. No bath, feed every 2 hours, call if you need anything."
"I got it Nicki. It'll be better this time."
With that she left. She went home and waited on Safaree.
ROBERTS HOUSE
Robert picked up Nicholas and held him.
"Are you gonna be nice for daddy this time?" He asked.
"I really do love you but all that crying gets to me."
As soon as he said that with aggression in his voice Nick started to cry.
"No no dont cry!!!!" he said eagerly.
He made Nick a bottle and got a diaper ready. He did everything Nicki asked him to do but Nick was still crying.
"I dont FUCKIN KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH YOU." He screamed shaking Nick again.
"WHY THE FUCK DONT YOU LOVE ME LIKE YOU LOVE NICKI? YOU ARE MINE TOO!" He shouted.
He continued to Shake the 1 week old not knowing the damage he was doing. After like 2 minutes of him shouting and shaking, Nick stopped crying.
"Yeah thats my boy.. Just calm down." He said.
Then he realized Nick wasnt breathing and he called 911. After he called 911 he put Nick in his carseat, put him by the door and drove off.
The ambulance arrived and found the baby. They immediately started to do heart pumps and CPR.
They had revived baby Nick but there wasnt much left. He wasnt moving or crying.
They grabbed the note off the couch. It said:
"The mother does not live at this residence. I am so sorry. Her # is ____________________.
Her address is _____________. The babies name is Nicholas Lloyd Samuels. Please contact his mother Onika Maraj."
The EMT called.
"Hello?"
"Hi is this Ms.Maraj?"
"Yes, this is her. I am sorry this isnt my booking number I will call you back tomo..."
"No Ma'am this is the New York Fire and Rescue Unit. We have your son Nicholas. Something has happened and whoever was watching him has fled the scene."
"WHAT? WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?" She shouted as she started to sob.
"Ma'am your son is in very bad condition. Please just come to queens hospital right now."
She hung up.
"Safaree WAKE THE FUCK UP! MY DAD HAS DONE SOMETHING TO NICHOLAS!!!" She screamed.
"What the fuck u mean?!?!" He asked wiping his eyes.
"I dont know but come on we have to go to the hospital now."
On the way to the hospital Nicki sobbed her eyes out. She couldnt even imagine what could be going on. She was so scared and hurt and she just wanted to find out what was goin on with her son. She didnt think she could handle losing him this way.
.................................I dont know what to say....................................
You guys tell me what you want? What do u expect will happen? Hmmmm... Suggestions?
10+ Comments! Love yall!
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Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Day 3 (Part 3)
This chapter might be really long lol sorry
*skips to Friday*
Today Nick had a doctors appointment. Nicki wasn't sure what was going to happen but last night her and Safaree prayed VERY hard for God to show her what the plan was for their life and that what ever it was they would cope with it.
DOCTORS OFFICE
"Nicholas Samuels" The nurse called out.
"Oh, that's us." Nicki said.
Safaree picked up the car seat and headed to the back.
"OK so today is a check up. We just need to check a few things and we will bring little Nick right back."
"OK" Nicki said softly.
Safaree and Nicki didn't speak. They just sat in silence both wrapped in their thoughts not knowing the outcome of the doctors appt.
"OK Ms.Maraj, I have some GREAT news for you!" The doctor said putting emphasis on the word great.
"Well what is it?" Nicki said smiling.
"As rare as this is, it seems that Nick's heart is healing. The hole has actually gotten smaller and he should be able to live. He will need surgery in the future but right now its not a problem."
"OH MY GOD THAT'S GREAT!!!!" Nicki said jumping into Safaree's arms.
"Yay baby I am so happy!" Safaree said.
With that they left.
AT HOME.
Nicki picked up her phone.. She had to do this. If her baby was going to live she would have to tell people. She already knew who her first phone call was going to be..
"Hello"
"Hey Daddy"
"Onika! Hi How are you?"
"I am good Dad but I have something to tell you."
"Whats wrong with my princess? You can tell me anything."
"Dad, I had a baby 3 days ago and he is yours"
"Are you serious? This cant be happening... omg"
"Listen, I am not going to tell Mom yet. I have to pray and think first. When do you want to see him?"
"Well your Mother is out of town for a nursing class and she sent Maciah to Jelani's house. So you can bring him tonight. Will he be able to stay the night with me? What is his name how does he look?" Her dad was asking anxiously
"Daddy I don't know if he can stay the night.. He is only 3 days old and he's not really supposed to be out of the house. His name is Nicholas. He weighs 7 pounds 9 ounces. He's very small. He looks like me."
"OK well its up to you if you want him to stay. You can bring him now."
"OK I am on my way."
Nicki and Safaree packed up some stuff for Nick and gave him a lot of clothes just in case he did spend the night. Nicki and Safaree were really stressed out and needed the extra sleep so she was really considering it.. Besides he IS Nick's father.
AT ROBERTS HOUSE.
"Hey daddy. We're here."
"Oh my gosh Onika. He is so handsome. He looks just like you when you were a baby" He said kissing him on the forehead.
"Okay well listen I have some directions in his diaper bag for you. He eats every two hours. The formula gets two scoops of powder, the rest water. He drinks two ounces every time he eats. His diaper needs to be changed every hour. I don't want him getting a rash. He has cream in the bag and powder. Don't give him a bath today he's already had one. I know he doesn't have anywhere to sleep so I am leaving the car seat here."
"So he's spending the night?" He said cutting her off.
"Yes he can spend the night. BUT if anything happens or you have ANY problems, I don't care what time it is, call me."
"OK I got it."
"Oh, and you better get a story ready cause when Mom gets back you're gonna have to tell her where this baby came from."
Then she walked out the door.
AT NICKI N SB'S APARTMENT
"You think he can handle this Nicki?"
"Yea, I mean he's done it three times" She said almost laughing.
"Oh OK. As long as you trust it, I will too."
They got in the shower and then laid down. They were going to use this time to get extra sleep. They were exhausted. It was hard caring for a little tiny baby.
AT ROBERTS HOUSE.
Robert looked at the TV and picked up the remote. Nick started crying and he looked at the clock...Feeding time. He remember what Nicki told him and he made him a bottle. She picked him up out of the car seat and fed him. He burped him and laid him back down. Five Mins later he started crying again. Robert picked him up and changed his diaper. He put on the cream and powder just as Nicki instructed.
"Now you should be all set little one.": He said as he sat him back in the car seat.
Again within minutes he was crying again. Robert was staring to get irritated. He didn't want to bother Nicki because he didn't want her to think he didn't know what to do. He picked up Nick and felt him. He didn't feel warm or cold so he didn't change his outfit. He searched in the diaper bag for a binkie. He didn't find one.
"Hmm.." He thought.
"Maybe he wants a bath." He said out loud.
Robert got a towel and got some baby soap out of the diaper bag. Nicki packed it just in case Nick had an accident or his formula spilled on him and he got sticky. He took out a new outfit for Nick and out it by the sink. Then he gave Nick a bath, lotioned him down, put a new outfit on him and combed his hair.
"Now you should be better, right little man?" He asked Nick.
He brought Nick back into the living room and held him. After he fell asleep he put him back in his car seat. In 15 mins he woke up screaming. His little face turned red and he was shivering.
Robert picked him up and wondered what was wrong. He made another bottle and tried to feed him. He was crying so much that he wouldn't take the bottle. He held him tight and tried to rock him but that didn't work either. He got up and walked around but Nick kept crying. Robert was getting pissed. He wanted to know why didn't his son like him.
"What the fuck is wrong with you boy? I've done everything."
What he didn't know is that babies can tell when they are in danger and that's why Nick was crying. He wanted to be back with his mommy and daddy. The only 2 people he knew.
After 30 minutes of Nick's continuous crying Robert was furious. He laid Nick on the couch and went outside to cool off. When he came back in and Nick was still crying, he picked him up roughly and shook him.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!" He screamed.
He dropped Nick on the couch and then called Nicki.
When Nicki answered the phone she heard the screams in the background and just said "I'm on my way" She hung up and got in the car and sped over to her dads...............................................
*Omggggg what do u think is going to happen???? I'm scared lol Let me know what u think! 10 comments before i post again! Thank you for all your support and love. I really appreciate it! Post this story to the TL if you want! :) Love yall!*
*skips to Friday*
Today Nick had a doctors appointment. Nicki wasn't sure what was going to happen but last night her and Safaree prayed VERY hard for God to show her what the plan was for their life and that what ever it was they would cope with it.
DOCTORS OFFICE
"Nicholas Samuels" The nurse called out.
"Oh, that's us." Nicki said.
Safaree picked up the car seat and headed to the back.
"OK so today is a check up. We just need to check a few things and we will bring little Nick right back."
"OK" Nicki said softly.
Safaree and Nicki didn't speak. They just sat in silence both wrapped in their thoughts not knowing the outcome of the doctors appt.
"OK Ms.Maraj, I have some GREAT news for you!" The doctor said putting emphasis on the word great.
"Well what is it?" Nicki said smiling.
"As rare as this is, it seems that Nick's heart is healing. The hole has actually gotten smaller and he should be able to live. He will need surgery in the future but right now its not a problem."
"OH MY GOD THAT'S GREAT!!!!" Nicki said jumping into Safaree's arms.
"Yay baby I am so happy!" Safaree said.
With that they left.
AT HOME.
Nicki picked up her phone.. She had to do this. If her baby was going to live she would have to tell people. She already knew who her first phone call was going to be..
"Hello"
"Hey Daddy"
"Onika! Hi How are you?"
"I am good Dad but I have something to tell you."
"Whats wrong with my princess? You can tell me anything."
"Dad, I had a baby 3 days ago and he is yours"
"Are you serious? This cant be happening... omg"
"Listen, I am not going to tell Mom yet. I have to pray and think first. When do you want to see him?"
"Well your Mother is out of town for a nursing class and she sent Maciah to Jelani's house. So you can bring him tonight. Will he be able to stay the night with me? What is his name how does he look?" Her dad was asking anxiously
"Daddy I don't know if he can stay the night.. He is only 3 days old and he's not really supposed to be out of the house. His name is Nicholas. He weighs 7 pounds 9 ounces. He's very small. He looks like me."
"OK well its up to you if you want him to stay. You can bring him now."
"OK I am on my way."
Nicki and Safaree packed up some stuff for Nick and gave him a lot of clothes just in case he did spend the night. Nicki and Safaree were really stressed out and needed the extra sleep so she was really considering it.. Besides he IS Nick's father.
AT ROBERTS HOUSE.
"Hey daddy. We're here."
"Oh my gosh Onika. He is so handsome. He looks just like you when you were a baby" He said kissing him on the forehead.
"Okay well listen I have some directions in his diaper bag for you. He eats every two hours. The formula gets two scoops of powder, the rest water. He drinks two ounces every time he eats. His diaper needs to be changed every hour. I don't want him getting a rash. He has cream in the bag and powder. Don't give him a bath today he's already had one. I know he doesn't have anywhere to sleep so I am leaving the car seat here."
"So he's spending the night?" He said cutting her off.
"Yes he can spend the night. BUT if anything happens or you have ANY problems, I don't care what time it is, call me."
"OK I got it."
"Oh, and you better get a story ready cause when Mom gets back you're gonna have to tell her where this baby came from."
Then she walked out the door.
AT NICKI N SB'S APARTMENT
"You think he can handle this Nicki?"
"Yea, I mean he's done it three times" She said almost laughing.
"Oh OK. As long as you trust it, I will too."
They got in the shower and then laid down. They were going to use this time to get extra sleep. They were exhausted. It was hard caring for a little tiny baby.
AT ROBERTS HOUSE.
Robert looked at the TV and picked up the remote. Nick started crying and he looked at the clock...Feeding time. He remember what Nicki told him and he made him a bottle. She picked him up out of the car seat and fed him. He burped him and laid him back down. Five Mins later he started crying again. Robert picked him up and changed his diaper. He put on the cream and powder just as Nicki instructed.
"Now you should be all set little one.": He said as he sat him back in the car seat.
Again within minutes he was crying again. Robert was staring to get irritated. He didn't want to bother Nicki because he didn't want her to think he didn't know what to do. He picked up Nick and felt him. He didn't feel warm or cold so he didn't change his outfit. He searched in the diaper bag for a binkie. He didn't find one.
"Hmm.." He thought.
"Maybe he wants a bath." He said out loud.
Robert got a towel and got some baby soap out of the diaper bag. Nicki packed it just in case Nick had an accident or his formula spilled on him and he got sticky. He took out a new outfit for Nick and out it by the sink. Then he gave Nick a bath, lotioned him down, put a new outfit on him and combed his hair.
"Now you should be better, right little man?" He asked Nick.
He brought Nick back into the living room and held him. After he fell asleep he put him back in his car seat. In 15 mins he woke up screaming. His little face turned red and he was shivering.
Robert picked him up and wondered what was wrong. He made another bottle and tried to feed him. He was crying so much that he wouldn't take the bottle. He held him tight and tried to rock him but that didn't work either. He got up and walked around but Nick kept crying. Robert was getting pissed. He wanted to know why didn't his son like him.
"What the fuck is wrong with you boy? I've done everything."
What he didn't know is that babies can tell when they are in danger and that's why Nick was crying. He wanted to be back with his mommy and daddy. The only 2 people he knew.
After 30 minutes of Nick's continuous crying Robert was furious. He laid Nick on the couch and went outside to cool off. When he came back in and Nick was still crying, he picked him up roughly and shook him.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!" He screamed.
He dropped Nick on the couch and then called Nicki.
When Nicki answered the phone she heard the screams in the background and just said "I'm on my way" She hung up and got in the car and sped over to her dads...............................................
*Omggggg what do u think is going to happen???? I'm scared lol Let me know what u think! 10 comments before i post again! Thank you for all your support and love. I really appreciate it! Post this story to the TL if you want! :) Love yall!*
Soooo....
Yall bout to be sooooo mad cuz these next few chapters are going to be an emotional roller coaster... like... yall will hate me LOL. STAY TUNED!
3 Days (Part 2)
Nicki woke up to the sound of SB snoaring and looked at the clock. 4:45am. She got up and fixed Nicholas a bottle.
"Hey My little Punkin" She said as she held him close.
"Mommy missed you all night and I dreamed about you. I just love you so much."
She sat on the bed and held him while she fed him. Just then SB sat up.
"Hey Nic and Nick" They both laughed.
"Goodmorning baby" She said to SB
"How is he? He looks good"
"He's good.. Just hungry I guess."
"Nicki...." He grabbed Nick and layed him on the bed and took her hands.
"You do know he isnt going to be with us for long, right? I dont want you sitting here trying to convince yourself that you are going to have a son and raise him forever. I had a dream last night. It was bad and it was good. I think God was showing me."
"What was the dream about?" She asked.
"Well we took Nic to his doctors appointment and they told us his heart was barely beating.. That night he died. We didnt have a big funeral because no one really knew. Only people who came were Me, You, Candice, & Lauren. But then at the end of the dream, me and you had flown to London. When we got there EVERYONE was waiting for us. We got out of our cars and fans and paparazzi was everywhere. We could barely move. Everyone was screaming your name and your music was playing in the background. Then I saw Jay Z and Kanye rapping with you.. Nicki... God is just showing us that this is a set back but we are going to have a really HUGE come back. You are going to be able to fulfill your dreams and make a living for you and your family. I will be there with you every step of the way. So I just want you to accept this and move on. Dont take it so hard. Nicholas will be with God and he'll look down on you and remind you how beautiful you are and how proud he is of you. I am pretty sure you dont want to look at Nick and be reminded of your dad every single time.. Its okay Nicki. We'll get through this."
Just then Nicki started sobbing. SB grabbed her and held her. He knew she understood she just needed time. He picked up Nicholas and finished feeding him. They went back to sleep until time to feed Nick again and then they got up. They picked up some clutter around the house because Lauren and Candi were on their way. They planned on telling them what was going on.
2 HOURS LATER
Candi and Lauren had been there for 30 minutes and were crying over how handsome little Nicholas was and how lucky Nicki was to have him. Nicki thought this was the time to tell them. She didnt want them to be attached.
"Guys I have something to tell you." She said sounding scared.
"Whats up" Candice asked.
"Ok well, I dont want you guys to get too attached to Nicholas because Thursday or Friday he will be leaving us. I am sorry I didnt tell you guys sooner." She teared up at the thought of her son dying.
"WHAT?! YOU GAVE HIM UP FOR ADOPTION? WHAT KIND OF SHIT.."
Candice slapped Lauren in her mouth.
"No. thats not what I mean.. Nicholas has a hole in his heart and he's not expected to live past this week. I am spending all my time with him, but I have accepted the fact that he's going back to live with God. I dont want him on the earth if he is in pain. He can see and hear and move but he doesnt breath good and his chest hurts him. I dont want that. The doctors said 2% of babies with this diagnosis live, but they are never strong enough to walk, crawl, or sit up on their own and they die by the age of 3. I would rather him go now so he doesnt have to live a life of struggle."
Lauren, Nicki, and Candice cried together. They all agreed on what was happening but they couldnt believe it. Candi and Lauren took turns holding Nick and then they said their goodbye's. They left and Nicki and SB just sat in the living room. While Candice and Lauren were keeping Nicki company, Safaree had taken down the crib and started putting away the baby blankets and clothes. He already had stuff in boxes that he was taking down to the Salvation Army for people in need. He wanted to make this process as easy as possible for Nicki. He hated seeing her sad. He went into his room and shut the door. He needed a minute to write down his thoughts..
SB's Journal
I never really write in this thing.. Nicki gave it to me on my birthday. She told me its good to write down thoughts when you are going through a hard time.. I figured I would try it. I can handle this. I dont know if Nicki can. I am trying to make it easy for her because she has a big future. She is gonna do her senior school work this year and graduate early. Then we are going to work on her music. She has a lot of potential and because of the dream I had, I KNOW she will make it. I just have to help her make it happen. Tomorrow is Thursday.. That means Baby Nick's life is nearing an end. All I can do is hope for the best. My mom told me last night that God said in the bible he will never bring us to something that we cant handle. I believe her. I just have to wait and see. I love Nicki. I love my life.
Lets see what happens
SB.
*OK what did u guys think? Give me suggestions!!!! I need 10 or more comments on this one!!! Love yall!*
xoxoxoxoxoxo Christine!
"Hey My little Punkin" She said as she held him close.
"Mommy missed you all night and I dreamed about you. I just love you so much."
She sat on the bed and held him while she fed him. Just then SB sat up.
"Hey Nic and Nick" They both laughed.
"Goodmorning baby" She said to SB
"How is he? He looks good"
"He's good.. Just hungry I guess."
"Nicki...." He grabbed Nick and layed him on the bed and took her hands.
"You do know he isnt going to be with us for long, right? I dont want you sitting here trying to convince yourself that you are going to have a son and raise him forever. I had a dream last night. It was bad and it was good. I think God was showing me."
"What was the dream about?" She asked.
"Well we took Nic to his doctors appointment and they told us his heart was barely beating.. That night he died. We didnt have a big funeral because no one really knew. Only people who came were Me, You, Candice, & Lauren. But then at the end of the dream, me and you had flown to London. When we got there EVERYONE was waiting for us. We got out of our cars and fans and paparazzi was everywhere. We could barely move. Everyone was screaming your name and your music was playing in the background. Then I saw Jay Z and Kanye rapping with you.. Nicki... God is just showing us that this is a set back but we are going to have a really HUGE come back. You are going to be able to fulfill your dreams and make a living for you and your family. I will be there with you every step of the way. So I just want you to accept this and move on. Dont take it so hard. Nicholas will be with God and he'll look down on you and remind you how beautiful you are and how proud he is of you. I am pretty sure you dont want to look at Nick and be reminded of your dad every single time.. Its okay Nicki. We'll get through this."
Just then Nicki started sobbing. SB grabbed her and held her. He knew she understood she just needed time. He picked up Nicholas and finished feeding him. They went back to sleep until time to feed Nick again and then they got up. They picked up some clutter around the house because Lauren and Candi were on their way. They planned on telling them what was going on.
2 HOURS LATER
Candi and Lauren had been there for 30 minutes and were crying over how handsome little Nicholas was and how lucky Nicki was to have him. Nicki thought this was the time to tell them. She didnt want them to be attached.
"Guys I have something to tell you." She said sounding scared.
"Whats up" Candice asked.
"Ok well, I dont want you guys to get too attached to Nicholas because Thursday or Friday he will be leaving us. I am sorry I didnt tell you guys sooner." She teared up at the thought of her son dying.
"WHAT?! YOU GAVE HIM UP FOR ADOPTION? WHAT KIND OF SHIT.."
Candice slapped Lauren in her mouth.
"No. thats not what I mean.. Nicholas has a hole in his heart and he's not expected to live past this week. I am spending all my time with him, but I have accepted the fact that he's going back to live with God. I dont want him on the earth if he is in pain. He can see and hear and move but he doesnt breath good and his chest hurts him. I dont want that. The doctors said 2% of babies with this diagnosis live, but they are never strong enough to walk, crawl, or sit up on their own and they die by the age of 3. I would rather him go now so he doesnt have to live a life of struggle."
Lauren, Nicki, and Candice cried together. They all agreed on what was happening but they couldnt believe it. Candi and Lauren took turns holding Nick and then they said their goodbye's. They left and Nicki and SB just sat in the living room. While Candice and Lauren were keeping Nicki company, Safaree had taken down the crib and started putting away the baby blankets and clothes. He already had stuff in boxes that he was taking down to the Salvation Army for people in need. He wanted to make this process as easy as possible for Nicki. He hated seeing her sad. He went into his room and shut the door. He needed a minute to write down his thoughts..
SB's Journal
I never really write in this thing.. Nicki gave it to me on my birthday. She told me its good to write down thoughts when you are going through a hard time.. I figured I would try it. I can handle this. I dont know if Nicki can. I am trying to make it easy for her because she has a big future. She is gonna do her senior school work this year and graduate early. Then we are going to work on her music. She has a lot of potential and because of the dream I had, I KNOW she will make it. I just have to help her make it happen. Tomorrow is Thursday.. That means Baby Nick's life is nearing an end. All I can do is hope for the best. My mom told me last night that God said in the bible he will never bring us to something that we cant handle. I believe her. I just have to wait and see. I love Nicki. I love my life.
Lets see what happens
SB.
*OK what did u guys think? Give me suggestions!!!! I need 10 or more comments on this one!!! Love yall!*
xoxoxoxoxoxo Christine!
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