3 Days. (PART 1)

Safaree and Nicki didnt know what was going to happen these next 3 days. They were semi happy that they would be with their son but sad that he would be leaving soon. They tried to make everything as happy as possible.

"Hi baby!" Nicki said as she picked up Nicholas.
"The doctor told us you can hear but you cant respond in any way. I hope you get better for mommy and daddy. You are our king. You mean the world to us and you are amazing. We love you." Nicki said this and started tearing up.


"Safaree do you think he will make it?" She asked.
"I dont know Nicki we will have to put it in God's Hands."
"I already did baby."
"Then we wait."


Nicki went in Nicholas's room and changed his diaper. When she was done she held him close and rocked him. She looked up and Safaree was bringing in a bottle of warm milk. He took Nicholas and fed him. Nicki was letting him do more because she felt in her mind that he would make it thru this and there is no need to hog him.

Today they were just going to stay home. They couldnt take Nick anywhere because he was 1 day old and Nicki wasnt even supposed to be out of the bed. The whole day she loved and kissed on Nick. She told him stories, gave him a bath, rocked him, and fed him. She was cherishing every moment. She didnt know how she would let him go, but in the back of her mind she knew she would have to.

Nicki got up and started straightening the house because tomorrow Lauren and Candice were coming over to see baby Nick. They didnt know he had a heart problem but Nicki planned to tell them quick. She had been hiding so many things that she just wanted to get them all out. She wanted to tell her mom everything and put it all out in the open.. She really was considering it.....



Dear Diary,
     Today has been both good and bad. Good is I had my son. Bad is he has a hole in his heart. The doctors said his heart would probably give out in the next three days. I am so scared. I keep him by my side at all times because I want to know he is ok. Tomorrow Candice and Lauren will see him. I know they are going to cry their eyes out when they find out the news. I am so terrified to tell them. I am even more terrified to see how Safaree will act when Nicholas passes away. I am trying to mentally prepare myself now. I have to be strong for Safaree... He has done nothing but love me and be there for me. I am really sad but now is the time to stand up.
                                           Xoxo Nicki.


Safaree put her diary down after reading it... WOW she really thinks I am going to take this harder than her. She really thinks her baby is going to make it... I have to have a talk with her tomorrow before Candi & Lauren get here.

*Sigh*

He took a deep breath and wrapped his arm around Nicki and Nicholas and drifted off to sleep.


*SORRY if this chapter is too short or feels rushed, I am on vacation right now but didnt want you guys to feel neglected!!! Wont be back in town until the 20th (Friday) So If I dont post, PLS stay with me!*

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